Friday, June 29, 2007
PISSED OFF! / Jason i need you so!
Today totally got pissed off! And out came the vulgarity. Never use it for like so long! And now my anger is back and it's the worse of the worse! I feel kinda bad after scolding all the vulgarity but what can i say, i have limit too. Don't push it over. Seriously and totally got pissed off! And i will NEVER give in to you! Carrie can do it for now only but i just can't. Cause i hate you to the core! Hate you too much, that no words can describle! You are the first person who made me become like this! You're the first one that i hate so much! Ever since you have become HIS god mei, you totally pissed me off and now me and HIM seems like there's nothing to talk and all thank to you! Idiot! Don't piss me off tomorrow!I really don't know what i've done wrong that make you treat me so cold. I wonder if you're really busy or what. You told me your phone got problem can't reply and can you explain to me why you can reply this morning? I don't what lies or white lies. You told me a white lie once and i just forget it but if this time you do it again, all i can say is that it will hurt me alot and will affect me dam lots too. I've cried for you for 2 days and do you ever know about it? No you don't. You don't know how i feel and i just don't know how to tell you. Whenever i try telling you, you always treat it like a joke and will treat me so cold. I just wish this don't carry on any more. I don't wish to cry for you daily. It really hurt me alot. I wanted you so much and this is what i get. Seriously don't know what i'll do next. ='(
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